Cloudmans Woman

2012-12-06 Update: These are references to things I have been going though over the last 6 months. They are mostly still focused toward the same someone as before. You will notice repeating of some types of quotes, and different options on different days. That's because I'm trying to heal myself from Adjustment Disorder. Yes, I currently have a Mental Illness (though I am at the point where that might no longer be my diagnosis, because that disorder does heal in about 6 months). I am working on myself, and trying to be the best I can be for the rest of my life. Wish me luck.

Old Description: These are things that interest me, a 50yo SWF. At one point they were focused toward someone. As of 6/12/12, there is no ‘someone’, so now they are just things that interest me. I hope you enjoy the images, and if you don’t like the comments, don’t read them. If you do not want to see nudity and sex, find another blog to follow.
zodiaccity:

Zodiac Question: What makes Water signs (Cancer, Pisces, Scorpio) so emotional?

zodiaccity:

Zodiac Question: What makes Water signs (Cancer, Pisces, Scorpio) so emotional?

zodiaccity:

Zodiac Question: Is it true that Scorpios seek revenge the most?

zodiaccity:

Zodiac Question: Is it true that Scorpios seek revenge the most?

Until I started taking my antidepressants, though, I didn’t actually know that I was depressed. I thought the dark staticky corners were part of who I was. It was the same way I felt before I put on my first pair of glasses at age 14 and suddenly realized that trees weren’t green blobs but intricate filigrees of thousands of individual leaves; I hadn’t known, before, that I couldn’t see the leaves, because I didn’t realize that seeing leaves was a possibility at all. And it wasn’t until I started using tools to counterbalance my depression that I even realized there was depression there to need counterbalancing. I had no idea that not everyone felt the gravitational pull of nothingness, the ongoing, slow-as-molasses feeling of melting down into a lump of clay. I had no way of knowing that what I thought were just my ingrained bad habits — not being able to deposit checks on time, not replying to totally pleasant emails for long enough that friendships were ruined, having silent meltdowns over getting dressed in the morning, even not going to the bathroom despite really, really, really having to pee — weren’t actually my habits at all. They were the habits of depression, which whoa, holy shit, it turns out I had a raging case of.

anexperimentallife:

When white supremacists and neo-Nazi groups leap to your defense, and Holocaust survivors protest against you and compare you to Nazis, these should be clues that you’re on the wrong side.

quickweaves:

basedjane:

Supermodel Ataui Deng has been missing for 10 days, y’all. Had it not been for Roblé’s post, I wouldn’t have heard anything. 10 Days and NOTHING in the media?
*sigh
If you have seen her or know anything concerning her disappearance, email FindAtaui@gmail.com
Again, I feel this begs to be said again: Black. Lives. Matter.

OMFG

quickweaves:

basedjane:

Supermodel Ataui Deng has been missing for 10 days, y’all. Had it not been for Roblé’s post, I wouldn’t have heard anything. 10 Days and NOTHING in the media?

*sigh

If you have seen her or know anything concerning her disappearance, email FindAtaui@gmail.com

Again, I feel this begs to be said again:

Black.
Lives.
Matter.

OMFG

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ATTENTION

madvlogz:

savanaugh:

souleaterunlimited:

savanaugh:

I AM ON A MISSION. I AM GOING TO FOLLOW EVERY BLOG ON THIS SITE. ALL OF THEM. HELP ME ACHIEVE THIS GOAL, INTERNET STRANGERS, BY REBLOGGING THIS POST AND I WILL FOLLOW ALL WHO REBLOG IT. E V E R Y O N E.

I want to call bullshit but I can’t take that chance 

good.

holy shit you’re really doing it

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